In response to your post about wanting sweet treats at the cafetaria, if you're allowed to bring your own food - almost all Cadbury chocolate is gluten free! Plain dairy milk, caramello, all nut blocks, marble, top deck, crunchie, even a Snickers bar!
My problem is actually not the gluten free portion, I cannot have dairy or soy which is in like every chocolate product out there! But maybe they have some 75%+ chocolate I can have, ill give it a look :) Thanks!
Everyone in the Cafeteria has waffles with ice cream and cinnamon today.
I had lettuce.
I really want something delicious. Caf. Why you no have soy, diary and gluten free treats for me!
I wish food was not so gosh darn annoying. I eat healthy, but every now and then you need a treat. My treats? fruit. Im not complaining fruit is delicious but seriously sometimes you just want a cupcake or a piece of chocolate. or both.
I know how to eat healthy. I eat like the healthiest person in the world. No gluten. No Dairy. No Soy. That cuts out delicious pastries, ice cream, any type of candy and pretty much anything processed.
But even when I eat something healthy all I feel is FAT FAT FAT.
I am not fat. I know that. Im 5’2 and 107 Pounds. But all I see in the mirror is someone who needs to be 105.
I do eat; I eat every meal. But after every meal I feel sick to my stomach. I keep it down.
But I am constantly counting every calorie I eat. I feel like I have some confusing eating disorder that involved eating normal amounts and keeping it down but just being constantly overwhelmed by the fact that I am eating.
So to anyone who battles with ED or doesn’t and has a screwed up view on food - My heart goes out to you and you are not alone. You are amazing and I hope you get better. Because I know I feel like crap — and I am sorry you have to feel this way too.
This is my 'quiet place' (aka I am screaming inside but I'm writing.. therefore I'm silent)
Not sure if I will always be anonymous — probably. This is where I am going to journal and express my thoughts on what I am feeling, what I am struggling/battling with, and share my questions and revelations on my relationship with Christ.
I chose to do this because my thoughts are constantly strangling my day to day life and I don’t want to annoy the crap out of people on FB by posting annoying status’s on how crappy or happy or confused I am.
And I don’t want to spam up my blog with ‘im so sad today’ posts.
So if you would like to listen to me sarcastically rant on random topics — feel free to follow.
I will also reblog the crap out of things, like quote pictures, cute animals, and fruit. I really like fruit — it makes me happy.